I am made awake.

Half the time I sit here and wonder, you know like, what am I doing with my life?  This online world we live in is so fake.  It's so easy to lose your way by just staying put.  People always say "don't get lost!" when you're going somewhere new or doing something unfamiliar, but I find the people who are most lost are the ones who never go anywhere at all.  They sit in their comfort zones stagnant and bored and suffocated.  It becomes their life.  They never even know there is more out there because society and the working man's world swallows them up so fast.

The key is to break out.  I don't know what I'm doing.  I wing it most of the time.  I don't even know what I'm trying to accomplish.  All I know is that I want to see everything. Maybe on one of these adventures I will find myself, or something I like better.  Maybe the key isn't finding yourself, but rather finding something more powerful than self.  

So as I push my online image and I spread my photos of the world far and wide and as I flail my profiles about and try to build some sort of following I want you to know something.  It's not because I want the fame or the money or to show off.  

I just genuinely want to take people with me.  I want the world that is sleeping to see what I see.  Just as I was made awake, you too can be made awake.  




PS: Europe is in 13 days and I'm dying of excitement.  My bags may or may not already be packed. I bought new socks though so you could say it's getting pretty serious.

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